Remiss

I have been a bit remiss in not keeping this up to date of late. It is not, however, due to lack of personal/sexual drama.

I have though changed my perspective - I have not slept with anyone since in four months, since the beginning of August. There have been attempts by various men, but I have spurned them all in the hopes that I am not giving myself up too easily for will most likely be unsatisfying (sexually and emotionally) sex. Mo has been around and made a rather sweet attempt at trying to get together with me, but I was insistent on the "just want to be friends" line. Another chap, J has made a few drunken advances, and despite giving in for a few snogs, I also turned his advances down.

There has been some success in that I drunkenly told off E, but in a nice kind of way, and I think it has paved the way for my issues with him to be resolved and for us to proceed as good friends.

Indeed, tonight E & G are having a Christmas party. I drunkly admitted to KT last night (but didn't remember it until she reminded me this afternoon), that I had gotten it into my head that I fancied his new female flatmate, even though I have not even met her. My mind runs away from me sometimes!

Whilst plucking my eyebrows this evening, KT asked whether I would get some satisfaction about snogging one of his friends. Because, she added, if it were her, she would. Tee hee! Of course I would, but I'm not setting out on a path of destruction and I don't know whether he has any single and sexy friends.

I shall endeavor to update you on any drama this evening.

xx