I'm thinking about my doorbell...

A month after I last had any contact with E because he went underground, he resurfaced when KT rang to invite him and G to her leaving drinks. Boy, was she surprised when he answered and said he would be there.

Just when I had started to get him out of my head and he was gradually dropping off my radar, he turns up, being charming and funny and with sexy new glasses. I was excited and happy to see him, but also a bit pissed off that he could waltz in after being disappeared for over a month and it takes about 5 seconds to realise that I still fancy the pants off him (quite literally it turned out later).

Later, after closing time, KT, me, E and an old flatmate went back to ours to carry on the party. E and I were smoking on the balcony when I drunkenly confession (in a typical blunt style that I have a reputation for), "E, I don't know why, but I really fancy you and that really pisses me off." I don't actually recall his answer, but not long after we were in bed.

On waking with a terrible headache, I downed some water, took some tablets, and hopped back into bed for some hot morning sex, that involved me orgasming without the use of a battery operated device for the first time in I don't know how many years. That, and morning sex before going to work is very satisfying.

So, I'm back to feeling pleased, but also slightly distressed that there is this person who I can't get out of my head, and is very difficult to contact. When parting I said, "So, I'll see you again in, oh, about a month?" He did say he would be around on Saturday and Sunday, but at this point, I'll believe it when i see it.

In the meantime, I'm thinking about my doorbell - when you gonna ring it?